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ANYBODY THAT KNOWS ABOUT ANXIETY?

Feb 15th

Posted by admin in anxiety panic attacks symptoms

hi, i think i am suffering from anxiety or derealization. i smoked alot high quality pot about 7 weeks ago from a aqua lung.. in the past before that. i smoked pot from time to time..while i was high, i had a major panic or anxiety attack. it Thought i was going to die, my heart was beating fast, i had major shortness of breath.. i was tripping out.. 7 weeks from my experience i have been feeling still been in sort of a high-like state.. and anxiety symptoms:

-Frequent yawning to try and catch your breath
-Fear that you are losing your mind
-Derealization
-Obsession about sensations or getting better
-Short-term learning impairment, have a hard time learning new information
-Feeling down in the dumps
-Eyes sensitive to light
-Spots in the vision
-Difficulty thinking, speaking, forming thoughts, following conversations

it’s like i cant tell if im back to normal..but i know i know im not?..hard to explain. i know that my mom and sisters have had problems with anxiety. is this just temporary? i am going to tell my parents and go to a doctor if i dont feel better in 2 weeks. and when i do..i dont want to tell them about the weed i just wanna say that, i had a panic attack awhile ago and i havent felt the same since.. would that be alright, would i get the same diagnoses?
all answers are greatly appreciated..oh yeah.. and is it the pot that causes the derealization? or is it the pot that caused anxiety for me to get derealization?

p.s. i have not smoked pot since my experience, and dont telll me to go to a doctor or therapist..
23 hours ago

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Am I just worrying over nothing?

Feb 1st

Posted by admin in general anxiety disorder

5 comments

Am I just worrying over nothing?

I’m 22 and have OCD, and General Anxeity Disorder…

Okay, when I went to sleep I had my pants on and buttoned up. When I woke up a few months ago, they where unbuttoned. Do you think it’s possible that my Mom did that, and maybe did something worse?
As for my mom, she’s never done anything sexual to me in my life. My mom is a Christian; she said that would never do anything like that. She also has my dad to umm take care of her "needs" for that kind of stuff… I asked my mom, she said she didn’t do it. I also also asked my mom is got touched that sorta way that she didn’t want to happen, and she it never happened. The logical part of my mind says that nothing happened. Sadly the illogical part is so strong…
There have been times that I’ve woken up a bit before she wakes so I pretend to be asleep to see what she does, and she only wakes me up. Btw, by the time I wake up there’s nobody in the house other than me and my mom…

Anyway hopefully this is another good sign that nothing happened. I was really depressed yesterday, and my mom was there comfort me. Also this morning while I was asleep she made I was still in bed breathing. For some reason she got the idea there might have been committed suicide for some reason. BTW, I am in no way, shape or form suicidal. She has some anxitity herself.

My Mom from what I know of her, she isn’t the selfish type of person. She normally cares for the rest of the family before herself. This has been months ago, and my mom hasn’t been acting different to me. She hasn’t been doing any sexual passes at me. So another good sign?

Would I be able to talk to a therapist about a fear like this one? I wouldn’t want to get my mom in trouble. Like I said, the logical part of my mind says that she didn’t do anything. I do have OCD, and generalized anxiety disorder, that might be what’s causing me to think this…

I have never been sexually abused, or assaulted in any way in the past. I have been flashed by a guy in the bathroom before, though I don’t think it would still be affecting me since he never actually touched me. It does seem like I hear this type of thing and other cases of rape and stuff on the news a lot. That and feels it feels like a lot a lot of girls I know have been raped.

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